M/32/6′ [110 > 185 = 75lbs] | 12 years | Still feel like the before, forever small

12 years progress. Some years I went hard, most were average. Just tried to show up most of the time. For the entire time I don't ever remember feeling happy about my physique or strength. Trying now to reignite a fire and inject intensity back into my training and actually achieve something I can be proud of. Long road ahead.